Notation Board for all my freshmen year, thoughts/ assignments/ everything!!!
Jan 16, 2025, Thursday
In a few days, I will have my school field trip, we are going to Thes Fest, it's a theater comp. Me and my bestie sage will be competing, and singing Apex Predator. I think that we are doing good, but who am I to judge lol!
On a less positive note, we are not funnily prepared…… so we might look like a mess. But at least we can sing. Right…..? Today at lunch me and sage will be mapping out what we are going to do and look like. I might have her sit and we will do a dance. A couple of upperclassmen are ALWAYS in the room so maybe we can use them as a…. unofficial audience?
https://youtu.be/Amv8T27SqCw?si=TAjzmRc42wVJJbI4
Jan 17, 2025 Friday
I was VERY frustrated yesterday day because SYDNEY! Who is a sophomore! who wants to be a CAPTAIN SOOOO BAD!!! Interrupted me while I was trying to tell everyone the list that I made to make our cheer team better. She thinks shes a mean girl and she is just a scrawny little b!tch.
Let me be calm……Instead of working myself up about something I can’t control, I will work on myself and try to get better. So I will use this list for myself. ———————————→
BTW IM GOING TO BE RE-WRITING MY JOURNAL ENTRIES IN HERE
Dec 16, 2024, Monday
My birthday party is on Saturday we are going to the Paradox museum (8 days till my birthday)
So far I only know that Key and Jem can go, but if Lilly, Kailei, and Sage are not going, I will invite my backup friends and some other people to go last min.
Lilly
Hangout with her dad :C
Kailei
Color guard Practice
Sage
I don't know what's going on with her
I feel like this birthday is a big deal and nobody is acting like it is, I have wanted to have a big birthday for my 15th and 16th but my mom said she has to save her money so I wont have a SWEET SIXTEEN!!! What the HELL?? I have been dreaming of a sweet sixteen since I was 6 years old!! and I will never get it! It sucks really bad if I cant have a sweet sixteen then I will save up and get it by my self
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ARE YOU KIDDING???? THIS LIST WAS LITTERLY MADE TO HELP OUR TEAM AND ALL YOU DO IS IGNORE ME??? F YOU!!! IF YOU WANNA LOOK A MESS THEN THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM HO!!!!
And my mom told me earlier this year that I could have a second ear piercing! and then I asked her about it and she said that she will think about it.
LIKE WAHHH!!! how does that even work how do you tell me something forget you told me and change what you said, “ Nylah your not old enough, blah Blah BLAH!” she just wants me to be a kid forever! and I am not going to!
I’m going to be 15 in a few days, and it feels like since school started ( making a kids table at thanks giving)
All I hear is:
“Nylah I don’t like your attitude”
“ Nylah stop being rude!!”
“ Your so spoiled, you just want everything”
If I'm so much then I’ll just do things on my own
I got this! I’ll show her. I’m not spoiled! I’m mature! I got good grades and some money, all I need is the organization. I won't give her a reason to treat me like a kid. I can take care of my own issues
(not trying to be distant from my mom, I just want to be independent)
This is why I started writing again. I want to organize my life, and the way to do that is to write every day. I prob went but I want to try! I wanna write how I feel even if it is a good day or a bad day. I want to put all my thoughts onto a page! On tik tok and on insta lots of people say writing every day is good so I’ll try to do that Cya might see some bio note 1 have a test tomorrow, gosh right before winter break) I'm gonna cry!!! Same day later in the day List of things to do !!!
if you are reading this my TikTok is Nylah Reigns BTW 😅
Jan 19, 2025. Sunday
For the past 2 days I was at my school trip this fest and it was so much fun 🤩 me and my bestie Sage took a bunch of pictures and we went to work shops and stuff. I’m gonna come back next year OBVIOUSLY!! It was so much fun 😃
As you can see me and her are forever locked in 🔐. She doesn’t know about this journal and she also doesn’t know it’s published but it is what it is lol?